Apr 26, 2010

cold blood

disturbed. shouldn't be feeling this way. but i am and it makes me feel bad. because i shouldn't feel this way.

uneasiness. trying too hard. to blend in. to be one. standing out. stark naked. awkwardness.

irritated. seeing things not in the right place. right way. tired of picking up after things. dejected, finding locked doors. everytime i try to reach out, i stumble across closed doors. repressing true feelings.

it shouldn't be this way. really. it's not right. and i can't seem to do anything about it. really.

2 comments:

rumaisa lee said...

ko da jd depress cam ako ke? berjangkit rupe2nye penyakit ako. hahaha

sera_a said...

aku memang dah lama depressed. kau yang jangkit kat aku kot.