tengah mood bergossip ni

it's saturday and i know i should be going out and have fun but i'm contented as it is. i'm having the whole house to myself, the kids are out with the mother. they have been cranky and screaming all day, being cooped up in the house. a moment of peace.

i wanted to upload some videos i took of nuha but my lappie couldnt detect the phone. something must be wrong, either the phone or the lappie. lagipun, i just realise my voice sounds so different and unrecognisable. rasa macam buruk je. xpela eh, maybe another time, with my camera.

my almost 5-year old notebook (how time flies, i feel like i just bought it yesterday!) is starting to show signs of old age. i pity how it tries to fulfill all my demands, especially when i urge it to be quick. i can imagine, like an old man trudging up the hill, panting and gasping for air. ;p kesian kan? i'm not a gadget freak so i don't feel like buying a new one. maybe, i just need to reformat everything and start afresh (on an old notebook). mesti banyak gila virus berkulat-kulat kat dalam ni. ish ish.

it's been almost 2 weeks i haven't spoken to ibu. seeing that perempuan kecik itu did not go to school last week, i feel uncomfortable having intimate conversations with ibu with her around. you'd be surprise of what she can pick up from your conversation and suddenly if it reaches the mother, i'd be dead meat. with a new trick in the pocket, i hope to talk to her soon after bundling the little bugger off.

so, i did some groceries this morning. and i still cannot grasp of how cheap things are. everything amounted to 70quids which i believe would have been WORTH rm300++ back in malaysia. mind you, fresh grad salary is around 2k here, so that means it's dirt cheap. and halal food is more convenient compared to 16 years ago when we were here. now, there is this place called medina, which is just 10 minutes drive away, that sells koshered meat (halal), hotdogs, burgers and many more. i'm proud that muslims are getting concious of what they eat and took great considerations to make them easily accessed. so universal lah. no more of DIY dishes after this. hahah.

still on the same note, right across the street, ada a thai restaurant that has a halal sign up on the window. tapi dia ada jual stir fried pork juga ya. ('_') maybe dia ingat if the pigs are slaughtered, then it's halal. someone has to do something about that, it's deceiving.

almost a month now. rasa macam nak balik, jumpa sayang, pastu datang balik sini semula. ada berani?