a little while..

yeap, its 421am and im not asleep yet, fearing that i wont wake up tomorrow. the flight will be at 950am and i have to be there by 7++am. knowing that i am a very slow person in the morning, i have to take of not falling asleep. ;p

kind of frightening though. i'll be all alone. he will leave later in the week. its going to be the first time we will be apart for the longest time. i hope i can get through this.

to close friends and relatives, im sorry couldnt meet up or inform earlier. well, i did made a drastic decision, within a week that is, and i can barely breathe now making all the necessary preparation.

who knows when i will look into here, so folks, pray for my journey.