the need to write down

finally. a time to myself before im off to meet the girls.

today has been a hellish hectic day. everything has to be done by today since i will be on leave tomorrow. and it doesnt help that i got to the office at 10 o'clock morning. but im sure glad the invitations have been sent out already and just a case of follow-ups after that. and the speeches too.

there was a debate whether i should be the emcee or not. frankly speaking, i dont think im mentally prepared yet for that. closing ceremony is supposed to be bigger that the opening so you can guess who will be at the closing. yeah, all the bigshots. i think im doing just nice with the opening right now.

yesterday i had dinner at Hotel Istana. chinese cuisine. just as i like it. seeing that i have to be on diet. ngeheheh. it was a function for top corporate performers. and TM came around 8, i think. and guess who is the1st? petronas, yeah.

tonight Sayang will be back so i have to pck him up. i would say tonight, more likely early in the morning, 3 am. so that means i cant sleep until 3 am because if i do, no howling ghosts and thunder can wake me up. heh.

you know, i think i kinda like this bloggy thingy. it makes me feel good. i havent write for so long. plus, i need a space, even momentarily, just to be and feel myself. and all these time, i feel as all my creativity and energy is cooped up inside me. not that they are coming out now, but let time decides that. im not trying to be a literate here and of course not a poet (i would be a genius if i can write poems). for now, im letting go off my thoughts after hard work. so that i still know that im capable of thinking and dreaming of silly things. my forte actually. heh.

alright guys. seeing that its coming to a weekend and i wont be in office tommorrow, have a nice weekend. gosh, its already weekend? how time really flies! and wish me luck, i will be the makeup artist for Sayang's sister, she's getting married tomorrow. and that also depends whether she still needs me or not. heh.

and of course, this weekend will be busy with weddings, im sure. so happy getting married and going to weddings!

tata.