not posting does not mean that i am not stressed anymore. it's just that i do not have words strong enough to picture what i feel right now. this, i need to deal it myself.
here are the options being laid out to me:
1) start anew with Boss and try to tolerate with him.
- if i can't stand him now, do you think i can tolerate him in the future? jeez, no! plus, i dwell on revenge so this option is out of favour.
2) fill in transfer forms.
- by all means, he will help me to transfer anywhere i want. teruja sioott. but then i have to start all over again, making new friends, getting to know new places and routes (i suck at directions) and i hate thinking of making new of everything. but looking on the bright side, i get to choose near my home. then i don't have to get up early anymore. heheh. so this one can still be opted.
3) give 3 months notice.
- i would dearly love to quit this stupid company. but then, i will have to pay them back. even though it's not that much but still, i don't want to waste money paying back debts. so i have to slave away? uhuh, my heart breaks just thinking about it. if i get better offers that can pay them off, definitely i would jump at the chance.
4) be a civil servant.
- ok this option is not laid out by Boss. but i'm still opting on it. if i do get the job, 70% of me will accept it. even though people will look down on gomen, but i don't know...maybe i know i am better than them? huahuahauhua. (well, i'm sure that i will be more bergaya and quicker. heh)
well, i have not made any decisions just yet. i am still waiting for something to happen. who knows, maybe the boss will be transferred. then i don't have to move. heheh. but if the new boss will be much worse, honestly i will ask to be transferred. or quit.
i seriously need a break. i'm searching for a place to go to. not where many people go to or for shopping. i just need a relaxing holiday. where i can sit quietly and look out at the sea for hours, wait for sunsets and sunrises. walk along the beach. feeling the wind in my face and not thinking about work. and of course, spending time with him. without anyone disturbing us. so where do you suggest, people? i was thinking of bali but then he couldnt get away too long from office. that would have to wait at the end of year. so it goes down to perhentian, lang tengah, tioman or pangkor. langkawi is not considered because i'll be going there in june with family so that doesnt count. see the pictures below? hmmm
here are the options being laid out to me:
1) start anew with Boss and try to tolerate with him.
- if i can't stand him now, do you think i can tolerate him in the future? jeez, no! plus, i dwell on revenge so this option is out of favour.
2) fill in transfer forms.
- by all means, he will help me to transfer anywhere i want. teruja sioott. but then i have to start all over again, making new friends, getting to know new places and routes (i suck at directions) and i hate thinking of making new of everything. but looking on the bright side, i get to choose near my home. then i don't have to get up early anymore. heheh. so this one can still be opted.
3) give 3 months notice.
- i would dearly love to quit this stupid company. but then, i will have to pay them back. even though it's not that much but still, i don't want to waste money paying back debts. so i have to slave away? uhuh, my heart breaks just thinking about it. if i get better offers that can pay them off, definitely i would jump at the chance.
4) be a civil servant.
- ok this option is not laid out by Boss. but i'm still opting on it. if i do get the job, 70% of me will accept it. even though people will look down on gomen, but i don't know...maybe i know i am better than them? huahuahauhua. (well, i'm sure that i will be more bergaya and quicker. heh)
well, i have not made any decisions just yet. i am still waiting for something to happen. who knows, maybe the boss will be transferred. then i don't have to move. heheh. but if the new boss will be much worse, honestly i will ask to be transferred. or quit.
i seriously need a break. i'm searching for a place to go to. not where many people go to or for shopping. i just need a relaxing holiday. where i can sit quietly and look out at the sea for hours, wait for sunsets and sunrises. walk along the beach. feeling the wind in my face and not thinking about work. and of course, spending time with him. without anyone disturbing us. so where do you suggest, people? i was thinking of bali but then he couldnt get away too long from office. that would have to wait at the end of year. so it goes down to perhentian, lang tengah, tioman or pangkor. langkawi is not considered because i'll be going there in june with family so that doesnt count. see the pictures below? hmmm
imagine me walking on the bridge with my sweetheart, waiting for the sunset..heeee. or maybe on the rocks, laying naked...opps
need some serious surfing to do. because there are so many options in choosing these islands. heh.
5 comments:
astaghfirullah..
beristighfar panjang tatkala terlihat gmbr atas. hilang terus ilmu aku.
tak leh ke kalau letak yg sexy lagi?
haha.aish2
da2..ni yg sopan..tapi x pkai tdung je sbb panas..
hahah
babe, how did you change your background ye? teach me please.
hahah..
why everyone tnye itu pada ku?
kau google je template blogger.
there'll be 2 types, classic and xml. so u need to know ur current layout ape because kalo lain type nnt x compatible.
kau nk theme ape?
theme sa'eed...heh
takpe, my brother dah tolong buat.
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