not again

i have my own principles. my own stand. but i let them down.

i should have walk away. but it did.

i shouldn't have let the words get to me. but it did.

i shouldn't have defend myself to people like you. but i did.

i shouldn't care when being judged because it's my life, after all. but i did.

but i wanted to be nice. to give a second chance, proving that i might be wrong all this while. you proved wrong. you never have the right to judge me let alone make me small, as if i made the biggest or stupidest decision in my life.

my life, i'll see it fit to live. not you.

i am not letting you get to me, again. my guards are up.