another stupid step

hi peeps.

got to work a bit late, around 11ish. bought breakfast nasi lemak and laksa johor to ibu's. the family is off to umrah but i didnt send them to the airport. it'd be too late to the office then. heh.

i skipped lunch. well after that big breakfast i woludnt know where to put anymore food. since i started fasting, i can manage to control my eating habits. wuhoo. i wonder how long this will last. heh.

news is out. anwar has been arrested by the police. and it's even before the deadline 2pm. i have the feeling that i dont want to live in malaysia any longer. i dont feel safe anymore. and sad to say, its not that anwar is making me not safe but our own government. it is so corrupted and i cant just tell how i hate them for doing what they are doing.

UMNO is not like it used to be. UMNO that we know fight for people. though they do say that they look after their own people but i dont see any of it. i mean, how come they are so many rempits, drug addicts and drop-outs? shouldnt they be doing something about it if they really do care about us? nope, they are just a bunch of orang gile kuasa.

i really pity anwar. he is not being justified fairly. they just arrested him based on baseless allegations. what if i go up to the police and report that i have been sodomised by badawi and najib and it was a fantastic threesome? i'll bet that i would have been shut up forever or blown up to pieces just like Altantuya.

i think that the government is trapped by its own trap. and the natural thing they would do is to lash out at anwar. the usual scapegoat. they are so scared that anwar will take over. if the evil is in power, it is hard to tumble them down no matter how innocent you are. and they can do just whatever. like arresting without any base. or manipulate facts.

its no use of reading papers nowadays because it is government-controlled. where is the freedom of speech? journalism should have this act, to view any opinions unbiasedly. like other democratic countries. no wonder we are still stuck like this because we are the robots of the heartless government.

and you condemned people who dont support their own. tell me then, dear pak lah, how are we going to love you if you dont love us? relationship is a two-way channel of emotions. instead you screwed up big time. and the biggest mistake you did was to hike oil price at the time that people are pissed of with you. you make them angrier. it is so obvious that you are trying to cover the loses with the increase price.

please dont be such a selfish and ignorant b*****d.

what is it if you get an allowance of rm10k for fuel every month? u wont suffer like me then with a small income plus no big fuel allowance. ok, of course everyone knows that a PM should be well off but cant you be considerate. after all, your responsibility is to look after us. not just saving your ass.

did you think that by arresting anwar will win our hearts back? of course not. duh. even the police on the news last night was stupid. if he couldnt speak english please just say it in malays. we are malays after all. i guess anwar doesnt understand a word of your gullible english. even i dont understand you.

i think its useles of writing this down. because, if the governement do suddenly take action will be to arrest me for talking bad about them. see what i mean? they dont understand that its us who chose them to be leaders. if i vote them to arrest me for just voicing my own thoughts, then it would have been a very bad and unwise decision right?

i rest my case. better off watching a movie and eating lovely junkfood.

or i could buy a ticket to england tonight. hahah.